#11 Thoughts and Opinions on returning back to school

"New year, new me"

Captions that nowadays most people put on their Instagram picrues during the early year.

Well, for me, i prefer to take it safe and not make it as a caption for my 'New Year's pictures'.
Frankly because i'm just afraid i won't be a 'new me' approaching the middle of the year.

The spirit somehow just dies in the way.

Hohohoho. Enough on New Year, let's talk about school!

Going back to school in 2018 is just so overwhelming for me.

New rules, new classes, new principle.......

And not to forget the fact that now i'm 16 years old!
A form 4 student
An upper form student

I do feel proud getting to wear the new blue physical education and the pink outing clothes which are specially designed for upper form students.

But, the fact that now i'm in upper form. Everything feels surreal!

RULES
Truthfully, the new rules really sucks.

Going out of your before 5:45 am is quite hard for me sometimes
Thank god, i managed to fit myself in and handle it well

CLASS
Yes, now the class are arranged based on our respective homeroom.

AND I HATE IT

Yes, the fact that i am physically and mentally ready for a new class, i didn't expect for it tobe among my homeroom-mates.

I'm just soooooo not liking this new class.
I am a person who gets jealous easily.
And i keep on comparing myself with other people.
Comparing my class with other classes frowns me the most.
Other classes got really nice, fun and dedicated teachers.

While, i am here with my sooooo boring teachers. (Especially History subject)

Other classes have really fun, cool, hardworking and intelligent students.
While, my class is left with boring, lazy and less dedicated students.

Thinking of it just makes me feel sad.

But,,,, you know what.
Maybe that is what life is just about.
Getting challenges and how you handle them.
I hope that 2018 will be a blissful year for me and my other classmate

I  really hope that the bond between us will bloom towards reaching IGCSE on October.

That's all from me,
xoxo adlina <3